Issue #39 September
Intro

Dispatch from Free
Dead By Dawn Interview

Dispatches from Iraq
Normality in the West Bank
US Attorney expolits 9-11

Defect Defect talks about Brazil

Reviews
Archive


It was another bump in the road for The Defector lately.  My grandfather died just at the end of February and I suddenly found myself back at home in New Hampshire with my family for a funeral service.  Thus, I could not make a March issue of The Defector.  I asked Sean if he wanted to do it, but it was just too short of notice for either one of us with all of our jobs in the way.  Too bad, doing this zine is sometimes the most fun and rewarding thing for me.  Even if I didn’t make this zine I would still be at the copy shop late at night chugging endless amounts of coffee/beer and making all kinds of subversive bullshit.  But melding that passion with Portland punk and all sorts of other articles from around the world into one monthly zine is really a fun and special thing for me.  Now that we have records coming out under the banner of this zine gives me reinforcement that I’m actually doing something productive with my life. 

      Aside from losing my Grandmother when I was almost too young to remember, this was the first major death in my family that I’ve ever had to be intimately connected to.  It was my first funeral too, the first of many more to come in the next few years as my family ages and slowly succumbs to ailments accrued from overworking, stress, genetics and diet.  I worry about the hardships I face in the near future, and I reflect on my family’s history and structure, and also what will happen as it slowly crumbles away.  I also reflect on their lives, as I have known most of my family very personally and I compare their past to my own coming of age 30.  I wonder if they have found fulfillment and I often wonder, as many of us do, if I have or will ever find complete fulfillment in my life as well.  I only have one other cousin who doesn’t have children, and I think that most of them indeed have found a sense of fulfillment simply from successfully raising strong, smart and healthy children. 

      This, of course, begs the inevitable question: do I want children someday?  Am I mentally fit to even raise a child?  When I think about these things I also can’t help but also think about global warming and the Earth’s rapid decline under the weight of human consumption and human waste.  Would I even want a child to have to grow up and watch the end of everything?  So then I can’t help but ponder over what I’m actually doing with my time right now, which brings me back full circle to this magazine and punk rock.  Life is short, should we waste it all on punk rock?  It’s not really a waste if it’s making you happy, because life is short and you should make the most out of it.  There’s a whole world out there that’s slowly being eroded and waiting for you to go out and see it while you still can, while it’s still there and while you have no commitments to anything else.  And if you want to party and live it up at basement shows, tour the world’s underground DIY circuit with your band, work and buy records, then fucking do it.  Do it now, you can have kids or go to school or whatever else later.  These are the only answers I have to my own questions.  Get shit done now, stay on top of your game and believe in yourself.  Punk roolz. –Zack 

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Dispacth from Jeff "FREE" Luers

What a long and strange journey this past year has been. I have been riding highs and lows as I have been struggling to regain my freedom and find a balance between my desires for this movement and my own personal happiness.

I've made no secret of my often conflicting emotions or my disappointment in radical struggles here in the United States. Yet, despite my confusion about my own part in this messy struggle that now sees so many of us locked behind bars—so many split once again into factions, while many others hearts are broken by the betrayals of friends and former heroes—I have strived to remain true to the ideals in which I believe. It is often difficult to carry your head high when the rest of your life feels like you are falling apart, but we must continue to do so because it is only with our heads high that we can meet the eyes of our enemy and let them know that while we may be afraid we are not cowards; that while we may be hurting we are not broken, and most importantly, that while we may be small we are not weak, we are still defiant and we can still be dangerous. 
 
As many of you are aware, I was resentenced on February 28th, after years of fighting for a reduced sentence. I will soon be making the terms of my contract with the state available. 
 
In the months preceding my resentencing I was faced with numerous obstacles and forced to make difficult decisions. Upon my arrival at Lane County Jail, I learned that not only had Judge Lyle Velure come out of retirement to resentence me but that the state was threatening to seek a 20-year sentence again. Judge Velure began suffering severe prostate problems and had to retire again. Upon receiving a new judge my luck began to change and for the first time I thought I just might have a chance. 
 
Now, I must say that my original opinion of Erik Hassleman, the prosecutor assigned to my case, was that he is an evil prick. And as I'm sure he will read this, I want to say that in the end he impressed me and that I respect him as a person and an opponent. 
 
As negotiations progressed it quickly became apparent that the state had a bottom line—I was not going to receive a sentence below 10 years. As part of that agreement the state wanted a written apology from me for my crimes. I wrote a statement acknowledging I was wrong to believe that arson could achieve the change I desired, though I added I was not ashamed of nor did I regret my actions. 
 
My attorneys promptly edited and reworded my statement until it resembled a watered-down version of polite discourse. While many of the things I wanted to say were there the heart of my statement—that I was wrong but essentially not sorry—was missing. With some disgust I swallowed my pride and signed the damn thing and I will admit it is one of the harder things I've done because it made me feel defeated. 
 
After all negotiations were said and done the state came back with a final offer of a 30 month sentence followed by a 90 month mandatory minimum, essentially a sentence of a guaranteed 9½ years. After I reluctantly agreed to this as the best I could get, Erik then maneuvered a restitution of $14,000 on top of the $56,000 judgment I just learned Romania has against me. 
 
In a frantic and somewhat pissed off effort my attorneys spent the next month trying to get the restitution dropped without success. In the final days with my head admittedly hanging much lower than usual I decided I would have to accept the states offer, restitution and all. 
 
Come February 28th, however, I would be surprised beyond my wildest imagination. Not only had Hassleman agreed to dismiss the restitution but he had decided to grant a sentence modification in my favor. The sentence would now be 90 month followed by 30 months run out of order so that I may qualify for programs and possibly be released later this year! 
 
During the course of sentencing, Erik spent some time describing my progression as a person and even as an activist during my incarceration. He talked about my subtle shift from a fiery radical to one that acknowledged the failures of some aspects of radical struggle—my words not his—by embracing more mainstream methods of change. All of which is true. 
 
He then went on to describe how I viewed and continue to view my actions as a necessary evil similar to acts such as the Boston Tea Party. Surprisingly, he seemed in agreement with this analogy and even admitted that good arguments have been made about the legitimacy of sabotage and arson to protest ecological destruction. But, he went on to say these acts are still crimes and need to be punished accordingly. 
 
After Erik was done I was given an opportunity to read my statement, this time unedited except for some suggestions from my friend and attorney (in that order), Lauren Regan. Upon finishing my statement I looked to see a somewhat stunned Judge Billings. Admittedly, my first thought was "well I pissed off another one." But, then by far the most surprising and ever vindicating thing happened. 
 
Judge Billings told me that in his 35 years as an attorney and judge that my statement was the most sincere and passionate he'd ever heard. He told me he was impressed with me. He then went on to say that while some people might disagree, pointedly looking at Erik, that in many ways when I get out I would be considered an "elder statesman" or a "veteran returning from an ugly campaign." He agreed that we desperately need change and said that I may be one of the people that have the ability to help create that change but that I needed to do so in a way that would keep others and me out of prison. He finished by wishing me the best of luck. 
 
By far the most astonishing of the day was the atmosphere of the hearing. Last time I was sentenced I was condemned as an evil terrorist who needed to be locked away. The difference this time was quite frankly shocking. I was no longer a terrorist but someone respectable. My message was no longer one of rhetoric but one that needed to be listened to. 
 
What I took away from that day is that in a subtle and elusive way our actions have had an impact on the conscience of the American public, and even on some of those who are our natural enemies. For sure it isn't just our actions, but the truth behind them that has come to be understood. Messages about environmental dangers that years ago seemed fanatical are now accepted science. 
 
There is a shift occurring in this country and it is one that we have very much helped shape. It is not a radical shift and is not enough of a change to correct society's many wrongs. But it is a noticeable shift we must embrace and continue to push in the right direction. 
 
Since my last dispatch many months ago people have written and expressed concern that I have retired from activism. That is a misconception. I have not retired I have simply sought a different way to create the change I want to see. 
 
I still believe direct action and militancy have their place. But I also see quite clearly its failures and our failures. I'm also quite aware of the failures of mainstream channels of activism. We must find ways to overcome barriers and the obstacles that come in our path. It seems nearly impossible but it isn't. 
 
All we must do is seriously evaluate how each of us can make a difference; how we can each contribute to the changes that need to occur. In order to do that we must leave the rhetoric behind; we must step away from pigeon-holding ourselves into no-win situations. We have to recognize when to stand our ground and when to compromise. We must move beyond our comfort zones and embrace strangers as potential allies. 
 
The very simple truth of the matter is that the environmental crisis facing us is going to affect all of humanity regardless of color, creed or political affiliation. It is the one thing that we must challenge together; if we fail in that we all fail. 
 
If I've learned nothing else in the past 8 years, I have learned that we ourselves have to open our minds. We have to expand our thinking because our ways are not always right and even when they are right they might not be the best way for creating change. 
 
We must learn to recognize our failures and learn from them. We must learn to think strategically, focusing on the larger picture, while also being willing to evolve and change. If change is going to start with us we must embrace the fact that we too must change. 
 
There is lots of work to be done. There are many wounds to be healed. We have to start picking up the pieces and putting them back together. We have to remember our strength and face the challenges ahead. We have to again find our passion to act, our willingness to sacrifice, and increase our capacity to understand. There is no roadmap for us to follow. We are trailblazers in this and as such we must rise to the challenge. 
 
I myself am confused but I'm not lost and I haven't given up. Despite the ache in my heart I still have faith in us. I still believe we can fix these problems facing us if only we would act with determination and courage. I'm still here and I am not quitting. 
 
- Jeffrey "Free" Luers 
 
www. freejeffluers. org 
 
Write to: 
 
Jeff Luers 
#13797671 
CCCF 
PO Box 9000 
Wilsonville, OR 97070


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Dead By Dawn Interview

(3/05/2008 @ Beaulahland) 

Names/ages/where you’re from/how long you’ve lived here/former and current musical projects/your role in Dead By Dawn?

Matt- “Metal” Matt Johns, 37, from Ohio. PDX since 1997, play Bass. Also play in Torn to Pieces. Previously played in Unkindness of Ravens, Blood Red Sky, Soul Compost, and Distrust.

Eddie- Eddie Rezendes, 29, San Jose, California. Been here for about 10 years now. Do vocals in Dead By Dawn but also used to do vocals for a band called Treason that broke up after our first west coast tour and 7” release due to some irreconcilable differences among its members.

Grant- Grant Kasten, 4 years ‘til 40.  I was born in Madison Wisconsin but I’d also call Milwaukee my hometown as well. The inevitable question, well in 1988 I started my first band Demise. We had a few line-ups and lasted about 3 years or so.  Animal Farm followed that with Mike Stanioch from “the ship” on drums and Rico screaming with another singer. At the same time I also played in Buried.  There were a few others like 309 Chorus, Naked Face and Think. After A.F. broke up I moved to California and ended up playing in OJOROJO and Fields of Shit, then Talk Is Poison.  Will and I moved up here and played in Let’s Crash It.  I also played in Living Under Lies and Who’s The President.  Coldbringer  and Warcry are my other current bands.  

Mark- Mark age 33 born in Illinois, but from Las Vegas, been here a little bit. Current other band is RE-UP, I’ve been in Leap Frog Society and Dwarf Bitch. 

How do you describe your music?

M: Stoner rock for punks and metal heads.

E: Depends on who I’m describing it to. For those in the know I suppose I usually refer to it as stoner metal.

G: Heavy, it has several elements, from rock to metal, various tempos

M: Original 

What are you going for? What are some collective influences?

M: To make the best songs we can as a collective without sacrificing the individual. 80s thrash/90s HC/ Hard Rock from the Golden Era 1970-1973

E: I wouldn’t say I’m personally going for anything given my role, but I tend to write dark lyrics cloaked with dual meanings and metaphorical references. Other than that I just try to belt it out at times that seem right to me.

G: As someone who joined the band I felt like I should write stuff that fit the band.  I learned a bunch of helix era songs but we started writing songs and is what the lp on defector is.  We write songs by jamming and recording parts.  That’s how we write songs. No one comes to practice and says this is the song beginning to end.  We’re pretty pickey so this process takes a while at times some times its quick.  We have a lot of unused riffs if you want to buy a few.

M: To conquer as well as join the moto-cross circuit. 

How is there a punk background/influence in Dead By Dawn?

M: We all came from a HC Punk/Crust/Grind scene with our former bands. Dead By Dawn is more rock-oriented, but there’s always that tension and repressed punk aggression that rises to the surface.

E: Really, you asked that, I thought we knew each other man.

G: Are you a dipshit or what?!

Probably, depending on what time of the night it is. 
M:
All the shitty bands we grew up listening too, we knew we needed to be aggresive, but not sound like anyone else.
 

How was the band formed?

M/E/M: We formed in the summer of 2001. Eddie and the original guitarist Helix were in Treason, a band that broke up shortly before then. Helix worked with Matt and Mark at a now defunct breakfast joint/dive bar. It took us a bit to get started because Mark had a tragic bicycle accident involving his collar bone meeting the concrete, but a couple of months later we were writing jams in Matt’s basement. I think we had like 12 songs in the first 6 months or so of playing, really rudimentary, raw crust punk type stuff that appeared on a demo CD, with 4 of the songs on an out of print 7”.  Our sound more or less evolved into it’s present form by spending more time on the music so that we weren’t just throwing riffs together for the sake of a new song. 
 

How has the music changed since Grant took over on the axe?

M: More guitar solo’s, Grant also has different influences than Helix did; More punk influences and less Southern Lord sound while still keeping it heavy.

E: More solo’s and harmonizing and other fancy guitar stuff. I’d definitely have to say that the jumping quotient has risen dramatically since Grant joined.

M: We put a lot more time into the songs, and work and feed off each other better. 

Besides the name of your new LP, what is “The Coming Plague?”

M: The inevitable collapse of civilization due to mankind’s never ending greed. 
E:
As I see it, “The Coming Plague” is not so much an event as is it is an era where multiple forces of our own making reign us in, essentially forcing us to answer for our assault upon the elements. Naturally, the most vulnerable and least culpable people on the planet will bare the brunt of it, nothing different than any other scourge man has inflicted upon itself. The lyrics paint a picture of a potential viral form of this undertaking, in this particular case Ebola.  
G:
The energy, economic, and ecological collapse. 

What’s going to happen to all those other cool old songs from previous recordings?

M: Greatest hits CD coming soon. 
E:
They’ll end up on some sort of anthology of some sort later I imagine, perhaps when we hit the decade mark or something.  
G:
Id play them but I’m not shaving my head. 
M:
We buried them all with the left-over LPs.
 

Is there any literal or metaphorical connection between the band name and zombies or is it just a cool sounding name?

M: Obviously inspired by Evil Dead 2. Also a cheers to the all night partiers…get it? 
E:
After tossing out tons of potential names we sort of just came up with this one in this girl Dannie’s backyard while we were hanging out drinking beers. It’s a slight coincidence that we all liked the Army of Darkness/Evil Dead movies. 
G:
ZOMBIES, the answer is ZOMBIES 
M:
We turn into pumpkins at dawn.
 

Any future plans?

M: West Coast tour in August 2008 with recording in the fall/winter 2008. 
E:
What he said.  
G:
new songs and record in the fall 
M:
Just like earlier, to get Dead By Dawn on the circuit.  

Favorite local bands?

M: Dark Skies, Menacer, Order of the Gash, Order of the Vulture, etc.

E: I’d rather not comment for fear of leaving someone out, aside from the fact that I haven’t been to a show in a couple of months.

G: I just like to check out the open mike scene. (sarcastic laugh.)

M: Quasi 

Any further comments?

M: Smoke a doober, dim the lights, listen to Black Sabbaths “Sabotage” LP, and then check out our myspace page at www.myspace.com/deadbydawn13 
E:
It’s not much to look at but there are a few songs up there and ways to contact us as well as how you could acquire some old or new vinyl via mail or in person if you’re local. Look for shirts in the not so distant future. If this interview comes out soon enough, we’re playing a show at the Tonic Lounge with a barrage of stoner rock bands from here to Vancouver BC on Friday April 18th. Doors open at 8pm. 
M:
Thanks to Zach and Sean @ Defector for putting out the L.P. Go out and buy it.
 

Discography

2001: Demo 2001 CD (out of print)

2002: S/T 4 song 7” on Born to Die records (out of print)

2003: S/T LP self-released with silk screened covers (still available)

2003: 6 songs recorded but unreleased (last recording with Helix)

2007: 2 song s/t 7” released on The Party’s Over (still available)

2008: “The Coming Plague” LP released on Defector Records (still available)

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Dispatches from Iraq

FEVER NAMED AFTER BLACKWATER

Inter Press Service, by Ali al-Fadhily and Dahr Jamail*

FALLUJAH, Mar 26 (IPS) - Iraqi doctors in al-Anbar province warn of a new disease they call "Blackwater" that threatens the lives of thousands. The disease is named after Blackwater Worldwide, the U.S. mercenary company operating in Iraq.

"This disease is a severe form of malarial infection caused by the parasite plasmodium falciparum, which is considered the worst type of malarial infection," Dr. Ali Hakki from Fallujah told IPS. "It is one of the complications of that infection, and not the ordinary picture of the disease. Because of its frequent and severe complications, such as Blackwater fever, and its resistance to treatment, P. falciparum can cause death within 24 hours."

What Iraqis now call Blackwater fever is really a well-known medical condition, and while it has nothing to do with Blackwater Worldwide, Iraqis in al-Anbar province have decided to make the connection between the disease and the lethal U.S.-based company which has been responsible for the death of countless Iraqis.

The disease is most prevalent in Africa and Asia. The patient suffers severe intravascular haemolysis -- the destruction of red blood cells leading to kidney and liver failure. It also leads to black or red urination, and hence perhaps the new name 'Blackwater'.

The deadly disease, never before seen in Iraq on at least this scale, seems to be spreading across the country. And Iraq lacks medicines, hospitals, and doctors to lead a campaign to fight the disease.

"We informed the ministry of the disease, but it seems that they are not in a mood to listen," a doctor from the al-Anbar Health Office in Ramadi told IPS, speaking on condition of anonymity. "We are making personal contacts with NGOs in an attempt to get the necessary medicines."

The three doctors who spoke to IPS in Fallujah and in Ramadi in al-Anbar province that lies west of Baghdad, seemed sure that the Iraqi government would do little to face the plague.

"They have not even made any announcement so that people can take precautions," one of the doctors from Fallujah told IPS.

The doctor said a patient usually suffers three stages of malarial infection. "First is the cold stage where the patient will have chills and shaking, the second is the hot stage when fever takes over, and the third is the sweating stage."

Doctors in Fallujah say the new complication of the disease that may develop from malarial infection can be treated in its early stages, but is difficult to control when complications develop. Drugs currently being used to treat the disease include Chloroquin, Mefloquin, Pyrimethamine, Suladox, Halfotrin and Primaquine.

Patients seem unaware of the seriousness of the disease, though doctors tell them it is essential to buy medicines from private pharmacies because they are not available at general hospitals.

"Many have died within the past two weeks in my town," Mahmood Nassir, a schoolteacher from Saqlawiya, north of Fallujah, told IPS. "We know it is a deadly disease, but what can we do about it? We have no government to refer to, and everyone in the Green Zone (the government district of Baghdad) is too busy preparing to escape with their share of the money they stole from us."

Talat al-Mukhtar is an Iraqi doctor now studying abroad. IPS asked him to comment on the Blackwater fever outbreak in Iraq.

"Malaria is endemic in Iraq, mainly in the northern part. However, it is prevalent in the milder forms; the severe form had been reported but not at an epidemic level."

Dr. Mukhtar said this form of malaria requires a "triple-drug treatment programme because it is an aggressive infection." He said the patient "requires meticulous medical and nursing care, and might even need time in an intensive care unit, as it can easily lead to kidney and liver failure."

Like the other doctors IPS spoke with, Dr. Mukhtar was clear that the Iraqi ministry of health needs to take a proactive role before the disease spreads further. "These cases of severe fever that follow haemolysis should warrant immediate action from the ministry of health to investigate thoroughly these cases and assess whether they are malaria or other conditions."

Dr. Mukhtar added, "Considering the poor health situation and poor resources in Anbar province, even though clinical judgment is important, laboratory tests are not easily verified, and many other diseases can give the same clinical picture. That is why standard lab investigation is needed, may be with the help of WHO (World Health Organisation)."

The disease seems too sensitive for journalists to talk about.

"There was a great deal of anger when we wrote about cholera in Iraq last summer," a journalist in Fallujah told IPS. "Neither the government nor the occupation forces would accept our covering such a story."

IPS was not allowed to take pictures at the Fallujah General Hospital. A doctor refused to disclose how many may have been infected or how many may have died.

The spread of this condition follows the outbreak of other diseases. According to the WHO, as of Oct. 3, 2007 cholera outbreaks in Iraq had spread to nine of 18 provinces, and roughly 30,000 people had fallen ill with acute diarrhoea, with 14 deaths.

An Oxfam International report released last July showed that the humanitarian disaster in Iraq is compounded by a mass exodus of medical staff fleeing chronic violence and lawlessness. The report said the lack of doctors and nurses is breaking down a health system now on the brink of collapse.

The report said many hospitals had lost up to 80 percent of their teaching staff.


SYRIA NOW HOME TO A MILLION 'PILLOW DRIVERS'

Inter Press Service, by Maki al-Nazzal and Dahr Jamail*

DAMASCUS, Mar 24 (IPS) - More than a million Iraqis in Syria cannot find work. For their idleness, they have come to be called the "pillow drivers".

The United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees (UNHCR) says there are at least 1.5 million Iraqi refugees in Syria. If they seek work, they will lose their status as refugees.

And so Iraqi refugees who were once doctors, engineers, athletes, artists and businessmen sit it out in Syria with nothing to do.

"They call us the pillow drivers here," says Dr. Jassim Alwan who fled Baghdad after he was arrested by U.S. forces in 2003. "I was humiliated like an animal by those who call themselves soldiers of liberty, so I decided to flee to Syria."

He has no work now, he says. "All I do is stay up late at night thinking of myself and my family's dark future, and sleep all day like a drugged man. Most Iraqis do the same."

Many Iraqi refugees gather at night at Damascus teahouses. They spend much of the night talking over strong Iraqi tea, some smoking the water pipe.

"Not all of us can afford the water pipe," Salim Khattab, earlier an engineer from Mosul told IPS. "Most of us have run out of money after the long years of spending while there has been no income. I accepted a job of salesman for 100 dollars a month for a while, but I quit when I was asked to clean the shop and the doorsteps. A hundred dollars would not be enough for more than a few days anyway. Now I spend the days in bed waiting for night so I can meet my new friends."

Many Iraqis have turned to reciting poems about their condition, or trying to joke about it. Audiences do not always laugh; more often they have tears in their eyes. Some poets and writers frequent particular teahouses, and their fans follow them there.

"Iraq has become the wasteland we've been reading about by (English poet T.S.) Eliot, and worse," said an Iraqi poet, who wanted his name withheld. "Those thieves who took over the country with the help of the bigger thieves, the occupiers, are the reason for our agony."

From the outside, such thoughts and observations are seen as idleness. Many Iraqi refugees ponder these days over their new status as "pillow drivers".

"Better to be a pillow driver than worm feed my friend," Mohammad Adnan, who was a trader in Baghdad told IPS. "I think Americans invaded our country to turn us into good for nothing people. They want us to stay outside Iraq so that it stays retarded until they bring more capitalist corporations to loot what is left."

The International Organisation for Migration (IOM) said in a report Mar. 19 that there are 2.7 million Iraqis displaced within their own country, and another 2.4 million who have fled, mostly to Jordan and Syria. The IOM, an independent body that cooperates with the UN and its agencies, said the situation for Iraqis who are outside their country is deteriorating.

"There is very little light at the end of the tunnel in Iraq's humanitarian crisis," IOM spokeswoman Jemini Pandya told reporters. "Conditions for the displaced, and refugees, have been getting steadily worse."

Yet, bad as it is for the refugees outside, the situation for Iraqis within Iraq continues to be far worse. "Many IDPs (internally displaced persons) live in sub-standard or overcrowded shelters as they are largely without an income to afford escalating rent prices," the IOM report said.

More than 75 percent of them have no access to government food rations, and nearly 20 percent lack clean water supply, the report said. Some 33 percent cannot get the medicines they need. Only 20 percent have had any help from humanitarian agencies.

(*Ali, our correspondent in Baghdad, works in close collaboration with Dahr Jamail, our U.S.-based specialist writer on Iraq who has reported extensively from Iraq and the Middle East)

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Normality in the West Bank

By Maria Urkedal 

A familiar scenario takes place in front of me. A little boy, no more than four years old, is laughing as he runs back and forth between the line of adults' feet, feet twice the size of his. Typically, with a combination of innocence and courage only found in children's eyes, he is testing how far he can go before his mother will call him back. The reason why this ordinary scene remains in my consciousness is that it is took place at Huwwara military checkpoint, one of the manned posts restricting the movement of people and goods in and out of the West Bank town of Nablus. Although the boy is laughing, making some of us waiting in the line smile, he is also about to be checked by young armed soldiers before he is let out on the other side where dozens of yellow taxis are waiting to take people traveling from Nablus to Huwwara, Ramallah, Bethlehem, Qalandia, and the elsewhere in the West Bank. 
 
Unsettling combinations of familiarity and unfamiliarity seem to manifest themselves in every aspect of life here in the West Bank. Recalling the first time I passed through Huwwara checkpoint, I remember that my physical and psychological reaction revealed fear. As I and two colleagues moved slowly forward in the line of other women, children and elderly, the unbalanced and disturbing power relationship between us in the line and the soldiers was mercilessly perceptible. The young men and women, dressed in olive green uniforms, wearing helmets and carrying weapons, have the authority to deny anyone to pass. The people who live here in the West Bank have green permit cards that are checked by the soldiers. 
 
I remember that my heartbeat increased and I felt that I had done something wrong that was about to be exposed. One minute I felt cold, the next warm. I felt like shouting to the soldiers, "Can't you see what you are doing here?" but instead took some deep breaths while trying not to look at the people around me. I pretended that I could not feel the little boy squeezed between me and the elderly lady next to me. I smiled at the grimace my colleague made as she struggled not to be pushed off-balance by the woman. This was just a normal day. We were just going for a weekend trip to Ramallah, a trip which should take only about 40 minutes if there were no checkpoints. The sun was shining, everyone seemed to know what to do. I remember thinking, "what am I afraid of?" Now as I go though checkpoints, the initial fear I felt the first time has been transformed into a sense of injustice and frustration. 
 
When I ask students who have to pass through checkpoints everyday to get to their university if they feel afraid, most of them will answer that no, they are usually not afraid. Going through the procedures of waiting in line with hundreds of other people in order to be let through to the other side, only a few meters away, has become normal, a necessary routine for many. They have had to go through it so many times. But not being afraid does not mean that you do not feel humiliated, angry, sad and tired. It does not keep you from feeling the biting cold wind or protect you from shivering in your coat. Neither does it make you feel any better as you hand over your shekels to the taxi driver, knowing how little money most families have to spare these days. 
 
As someone who came here hoping to bring clarity to the hazy and media-influenced image I had of the life and people in Palestine, the contrasts visible everywhere still continue to astonish me even after four months. No matter how trivial and shallow some of the traces of the military occupation might seem at first, their marks are everywhere, forcing themselves onto the landscape and people's lives, hinting to the many layers and the depths of the effects of the occupation. 
 
It is the feeling of sunshine on one's face and Arabic music on the radio as one waits in line and looks at the long line of cars held up at Za'atara checkpoint on the road from Huwwara to Ramallah. It is in the guitar music played by students at the university, as my friend who is an ambulance driver told me about the night before when he had been covered in blood while carrying a young man who had been killed in the Balata refugee camp. It is in the eyes of the teacher at a school in Huwwara who tells us how he has to protect his students by confronting the Israeli forces who invade the school, interrupting the education of over 500 students, several times a month. It is the beautiful view, spring blossoms from the almond trees and rolling hills, marred by a settlement, illegal under international law, perched strategically on a hill top. It is the taxi-driver who tells you how difficult it is to support his three girls at university. It is the children who lie awake as soldiers invade Nablus every night and the parents who worry about their children going to and from school. It is the mixed feeling of despair and surprise when one finds oneslef on the bus driving next to the imposing West Bank barrier in East Jerusalem, cutting off Jerusalem from the population in the rest of the West Bank. It is the hundreds of men one will find at Gilo checkpoint between Bethlehem from Jerusalem, from 4am in the morning, running and jumping the queue as they are desperate to get to their work in Israel on time. It is one's friend telling one how their father was arrested last week, another friend explaining her brother's imprisonment, it is one's student who apologizes for not being able to come to class because he was held in prison for a month. It is the hairdresser in Ramallah who says he used to love going to Jerusalem and Tel Aviv every night before they built the separation wall. 
 
It is the constant reminder that every aspect of people's lives here is affected by the occupation. My Palestinian friends who have lived their whole lives in this context tell me that one of the worst things of existing under such conditions is that after a while it becomes normal. One comes to expect everything. One has to endure everything. One has to remain hopeful that life will become easier one day. But when I ask how they understand the situation, they tell me that it is just getting worse; although they want to remain hopeful for future improvements, reality has shown them too many times that hope can be deceiving. Imagine yourself living in conditions of constant oppression, discrimination and insecurity I tell my friends back home, and I know they cannot. I cannot even imagine it myself. My little red passport, always kept in my pocket, feels somehow like a protective shield. 
Maria Urkedal York is from Norway and currently lives in Nablus where she works with the Right to Education Campaign at An-Najah University.

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US Attorney exploits 9/11

Mar. 27, 2008 | In the early morning hours of May 21, 2001, a group of five men and women dressed in dark clothing and carrying backpacks crept close to the Center of Urban Horticulture on the University of Washington campus in Seattle. One of the intruders cut open a window of a ground-floor office; another climbed through it and placed a digital alarm clock wired to a 9-volt battery and a model-rocket igniter in the drawer of a filing cabinet. Next to the cabinet, he filled plastic tubs with gasoline. He set the timer and climbed back out the window.

Not long after, at about 3 a.m., a university security officer driving on his rounds saw "billowing smoke and flames" rising from the building. The building's cedar latticework had acted as kindling and the fire raced to the roof. From a city park a few miles away, the arsonists listened to the firefighters on an emergency scanner.

It took firefighters two hours to put out the flames. By that time the office where the fire had started had burned down to the studs, and the central hall and several botany labs were damaged. Damages were estimated at $2.5 million. The morning after the fire, agents from the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms sifted through the ash but found no fingerprints. Any hairs that might have yielded a DNA signature had been incinerated.

Ten days later, the Earth Liberation Front, a loose group of underground activists who had burned a horse-slaughtering plant, logging company headquarters, SUV dealerships and a luxurious Vail ski lodge built on mountain lynx habitat, claimed responsibility for the fire. The group explained that it had targeted the office of Toby Bradshaw, a plant geneticist who they believed was genetically engineering trees for the benefit of the timber industry. They said his research would "unleash mutant genes into the environment" and "cause irreversible harm to forest ecosystems."

Federal and local authorities launched an exhaustive investigation, code-named Operation Backfire. For nearly two years, the FBI had no real leads in the Washington case or 16 other ELF arsons. The Earth Liberation Front is a secretive, amorphous group, with no structure or leaders or formal membership. It is more of a movement than an organization; anyone with a rage against ecological destruction and a match can act in the name of the ELF. The FBI didn't know where to go looking for them.

In spring 2003, FBI agents finally got their first break. They closed in on Jacob Ferguson, a heroin-addicted drifter who played in a metal band called Eat Shit Fuckface, and who had insinuated himself into the radical environmental movement -- no doubt finding a convenient outlet for the pyromaniacal tendencies he'd exhibited since the age of 8.

Ferguson quickly turned informant. He admitted to setting the first fire attributed to the ELF in the United States, in 1996, and to 12 additional arsons, mostly in Oregon. Although many ELF "elves" knew only two or three others, Ferguson knew pretty much everyone. Prosecutors dispatched him across the country -- from Arizona to Massachusetts -- to meet with his former compatriots and record their conversations with a hidden wire. Soon the FBI was knocking on doors across the country.

Most of the suspected arsonists, if convicted, would face at least 30 years in prison. Lured with promises of reduced sentences, friends turned in friends, boyfriends offered up the names of girlfriends. Recriminations flew. Those who named names "have dishonored themselves ... by becoming vicious traitors and tools of the state," wrote two non-cooperators in the Earth First! journal. In 2006, the trail of accusations led the FBI to the door of a quiet 32-year-old violin teacher in Berkeley, Calif., named Briana Waters.
Earlier this month, on March 6, a federal jury in Tacoma, Wash., found Waters guilty of two counts of arson for serving as a lookout at the University of Washington fire. According to two women who testified against her in return for dramatically reduced sentences, Waters hid in a shrub near the Center for Urban Horticulture with a walkie-talkie, ready to alert the others if the campus police strolled by. Waters testified she wasn't even in Seattle that night.

Although Waters was on trial for only the University of Washington arson, Assistant U.S. Attorney Andrew Friedman charged that she was part of a conspiracy -- a member of a "prolific cell" of the Earth Liberation Front, responsible for 17 fires set in four states over five years. Ten conspirators have pleaded guilty and been sentenced; four have fled the country; three are awaiting sentencing. Waters, the only one of the accused to have pleaded innocent and therefore the only one to have stood trial, now faces 20 years in prison.
The group's alleged ringleader, William Rodgers, avoided a trial in his own way. From his jail cell in Flagstaff, Ariz., two weeks after his arrest in December 2005, he wrote, "I chose to fight on the side of the bears, mountain lions, skunks, bats, saguaros, cliff roses and all things wild. But tonight ... I am returning home, to the Earth, the place of my origins." He placed a plastic bag over his head and suffocated himself. According to medical records, Rodgers was found with his right arm raised, his hand held tight in a fist -- the Earth First! symbol of resistance.

Prosecutors celebrated the guilty verdict against Waters as a signal victory in the campaign against "eco-terror," a mission that the U.S. Department of Justice has made the centerpiece of its domestic counterterrorism program. "This cell of eco-terrorists thought they had a 'right' to sit in judgment and destroy the hard work of dedicated researchers at the UW and elsewhere," U.S. Attorney Jeffrey Sullivan declared in announcing Waters' conviction. "Today's verdict shows that no one is above the law."

 
Civil libertarians draw a different moral from the verdict. For them it is evidence of how the Justice Department has exaggerated the threat of eco-sabotage; they see Waters' story as a disturbing example of the misuse of federal authority and the excessive reach of the American counterterrorism program in the wake of 9/11. As Lauren Regan, director of the Civil Liberties Defense Center in Eugene, Ore., remarks: "There's a question of whether burning property is really the equivalent of flying a plane into a building and killing humans."

Briana Waters wouldn't seem to fit the profile of a dangerous terrorist. The daughter of an engineer and a stay-at-home mother, Waters was raised in suburban Philadelphia and migrated west to attend Evergreen State College in Olympia, Wash., a magnet for left political activists. She has long, straw-colored hair and blue-gray eyes, and always seems to hold her shoulders forward, like a girl who is shy about being tallest in her sixth-grade class. At Evergreen, she became head of the campus animal rights organization and led nature hikes through the nearby woods, teaching people how to identify native plants.

In her senior year, she participated in a prolonged campaign to prevent logging in the old-growth forest on Watch Mountain, part of the Cascade Mountain range. Her senior project was a documentary film about the protest, an elegy to the cooperation between Earth First! members and the residents of a small town, who together climbed into the canopy and refused to come down for five months, until Congress promised the public lands would not be handed over to the timber company. The protest saved 28,000 acres of wilderness.

Kim Marks, an Evergreen graduate who joined the tree-sit, remembers Waters playing her violin as she perched in the treetops. "It was the most amazing thing to be 120 feet up in the canopy and hear this beautiful fiddle music floating through the forest," Marks says.
Waters certainly brushed up against the radical environmentalist milieu, even if she was not one of the "elves." Her boyfriend at the time, fellow Evergreen student Justin Solonz, has been indicted for building the device that sparked the Center for Urban Horticulture fire, and she was friendly with others in the ELF underground.

But Waters has insisted she had nothing to do with underground activities. She testified at her trial that in May 2001, the month of the arson, she was busy promoting her film, showing it to college audiences on the West Coast. She has no specific recollection of where she was on the 21st; most likely, she said, she was sleeping at home in Olympia. She told the jury that the Watch Mountain protest, especially her experience building bridges between students and locals, and even logging families, impressed her as a model of sound activism, and confirmed her belief that more extreme measures, like arson, were "alienating" and counterproductive.

As it turned out, the University of Washington Horticulture building was a poor target for arson. Among the items destroyed were hundreds of photographs documenting plant regeneration on Mount St. Helens after the volcanic eruption, research on wetlands and prairie restoration, and a collection of rare showy stickseed plants that were being raised to replenish dwindling wild stocks in the Cascade Mountains. Bradshaw, the targeted professor, has said that although he had considered doing genetic engineering, he was not at the time of the fire. Rather he was conducting basic research on hybrid poplars, a fast-growing species that could reduce the pressure for logging in natural forests.

About a year after the fire, in 2002, Waters left her college town and moved to Berkeley, where she made her living teaching children violin and playing in Balkan and Irish folk music groups. She met her partner, John Landgraf, a carpenter, at a summer music retreat, and had a baby girl, Kalliope. She had little contact with the radicals she'd met in Olympia, and was only marginally involved in environmental causes.

But while Waters had moved away from the old radical environmental circles, the hunt for "eco-terrorists" was intensifying. During the 1990s, the FBI's domestic terrorism division focused on militias, white supremacists and cults like the Branch Davidians. But after 9/11, the agency began shifting its priorities.

Then-Attorney General John Ashcroft and FBI director Robert Mueller decided "they were going to restructure the FBI as a terrorism prevention organization rather than just a crime-fighting organization," explains Ben Rosenfeld, a civil rights attorney in San Francisco. The FBI vastly expanded its domestic and international terrorism capabilities, adding whole new categories of crime to its terrorism portfolio. Acts once considered property crimes -- like the arson at the University of Washington -- were now assigned not to the bureau's criminal division but to the terrorism division.

In testimony before a Senate committee in February 2002, James Jarboe, the FBI's domestic terrorism chief, alerted the public to this new mission, warning that the ELF and its sister organization, the Animal Liberation Front, had become a "serious terrorist threat." By May 2005, agents in 35 FBI offices would be investigating 104 separate incidents of "animal rights/eco-terrorist activities," including the fires set by the ELF in the Pacific Northwest.

In the wake of 9/11, federal prosecutors had some new legal tools at their disposal. Historically, the crime of terrorism has required civilian deaths. In fact, the State Department defined terrorism as "premeditated politically motivated violence perpetrated against non-combatants." But the USA Patriot Act created a new category of domestic terrorism, which is defined as an offense "calculated to influence or affect the conduct of government" or "to intimidate or coerce a civilian population." Under this broad definition, eco-saboteurs become terrorists if their crime seeks to change government policy or action.

Several Republican members of Congress didn't want to stop there. In a letter sent to eight mainstream environmental groups such as the Sierra Club, Colorado Rep. Scott McInnis and six other congressmen demanded that respectable environmental organizations "publicly disavow the actions of eco-terrorist organizations." In 2006, Congress passed the Animal Enterprise Terrorism Act, which imposes severe punishments on anyone who "intentionally damages or causes the loss of any real or personal property used by an animal enterprise."

During her trial at the Union Station Courthouse in Tacoma, Waters sat straight in an oversize leather chair, her hair pulled back in a rubber band. She wore gold wire-rimmed glasses and sometimes bit her nails as she listened to the proceedings.
In his opening statement before the jury, Assistant U.S. Attorney Friedman described how Rodgers, the unofficial leader of the University of Washington arsons, organized a series of instructional and strategizing meetings, which took place in five different cities. The group shared information on lock picking, reconnaissance, and the construction of devices that could ignite a fire. They also used the meetings to select targets and gather recruits for their "actions." They called their gatherings Book Club meetings because they communicated with coded messages, using passages from a book as the key. (At one meeting it was Ursula Le Guin's portentous novel "The Dispossessed"; at another, "The Only World We've Got," by environmental philosopher Paul Shepard.)

Waters and the other members of the group took "extraordinary measures," Friedman told the jury, to conceal their identities and their movements: adopting aliases, meeting in public places not associated with any of them, building their incendiary devices in a "clean room" to eliminate DNA evidence. The ELF activists were "organized in cells so if some are discovered the others can continue," Friedman explained. "It's a classic structure for a terrorist or a guerrilla organization."

On the witness stand, Waters declared that she never had an alias, never attended the clandestine Book Club meetings, and never saw any fire-starting device being built anywhere near her house. The prosecution argued that Waters had met with the arsonists at 8 p.m. in Seattle on the night of the crime. Defense lawyers presented a bank card receipt that shows Waters made a purchase at 7:12 p.m. in Olympia, 60 miles away, which would have made it difficult for her to have been in Seattle at 8 p.m.
The government's case against Waters rested heavily on the testimony of two informants, a radical journalist named Lacey Phillabaum and a yacht-racing aficionado with a master's degree in astrophysics named Jennifer Kolar. Both testified Waters was the lookout on campus that night.

Yet as Waters' defense attorneys pointed out, their initial statements to the FBI about the University of Washington fire contradicted one another. Kolar, who worked in high-tech jobs in Seattle and used her expertise to teach encryption at the Book Club meetings, apparently did not identify Waters as a co-conspirator the first time she was interviewed by the FBI in December 2005; instead, she named four others, giving their aliases. Neither did she identify Waters the next four or five times she spoke with the authorities.
During the trial, FBI special agent Anthony Torres acknowledged that nearly two months before Kolar named Waters as a participant in the arson, she'd been shown a photo of Waters and had identified her by name. But she did not say then that Waters had been involved. It was only several weeks after Kolar's first FBI interview, during the time she was seeking to trade information for an advantageous plea deal, that she told her lawyer that she suddenly "remembered" Waters had been at the Center for Urban Horticulture that night. A third cooperating defendant, Stanislas Meyerhoff, who had earlier implicated Phillabaum, his own fiancée, in the fire, told investigators that he was "familiar" with Waters but that she was "not involved" in the arson.
During the tense three-week trial, Waters' lawyers accused the prosecution of misconduct, including falsification of FBI reports to conceal evidence favorable to her defense. Documents produced in court reveal that FBI agents taking notes during their first conversation with Kolar dutifully recorded that she specifically named four collaborators. None of the four was Waters. A typed version of that interview, admitted into evidence in the trial, says only that Kolar identified "Avalon" (the code name of Rodgers) and "some others."

The jury was unconvinced that these inconsistencies constituted reasonable doubt. Although the jurors could not reach a unanimous decision on several counts -- including a "destructive device" charge -- they convicted Waters on two counts of arson, each of which carries a minimum sentence of five years (running concurrently) and a maximum of 20. She could spend as much as two decades behind bars for allegedly holding a walkie-talkie.
"Obviously we were thrilled by the verdict," says First Assistant U.S. Attorney Mark Bartlett. "There is a price for people to pay for not showing any remorse, for not accepting responsibility. It will be up to the judge to determine how big a price that is."

Waters' lawyer, Robert Bloom, remains outraged. Prosecutors "used scare-mongering to get the jury to convict an innocent person," he says. "This is really a study in American prosecution. It was an absurdly slanted American prosecution."

If Waters encounters the full force of the government's anti-terror zeal, it will be when she is sentenced on May 30. Prosecutors have not yet decided whether to seek a "terrorism enhancement" -- a sentencing rule that was written into the federal sentencing guidelines in 1995, after the bombings in Oklahoma City and at the World Trade Center, and would allow the judge to add up to 20 years to her prison term if her crime can be construed as a terrorist act.

Prosecutors sought the enhancement for six of the 10 Operation Backfire arsonists, who have been sentenced already, a significant departure from legal convention. (Meyerhoff, despite his cooperation, received a 13-year sentence.) "Never before has the terrorism enhancement been applied where there were no deaths," says Lauren Regan of the Civil Liberties Defense Center.

If Waters spends more than the minimum of five years in prison, her sentence would be disproportionate to punishments received by other arsonists. "That would be a far harsher standard than fits the crime in a lot of arsons," says Heidi Boghosian, executive director of the National Lawyers Guild. James King, for example, a seasonal firefighter, set two fires in California's Cleveland National Park in the summer of 2001 in order to score some extra paydays. More than 50 acres of pristine wilderness were razed. King received a jail term of 30 months and a fine; he was also ordered to retire from the firefighting profession.

Today, as Waters sits in the Federal Detention Center in Seattle, awaiting sentencing, environmentalists and civil libertarians worry that her conviction may beat a path to more convictions, including of nonviolent protesters. In recent years, a number of states have passed laws aimed at eco-sabotage that could implicate law-abiding groups along with the lawbreakers. The American Legislative Exchange Council, a right-leaning, corporate-backed association of state legislators, has written legislation that defines any act of destruction aimed at protecting animal rights or punishing ecological despoilers as terrorism. At least 14 states have introduced bills since 2001 based on this model, and they have passed in Arizona, Ohio and Pennsylvania. The problem with such laws, says David Willett of the Sierra Club, is they can be used "to crack down on environmental groups engaged in legitimate activities as well."

Nonviolent protesters have already felt the heat. Documents obtained in 2005 by the ACLU reveal that the FBI has been surveying animal rights and environmental groups like People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals and Greenpeace, sending undercover agents to activist conferences and cultivating inside informants. Some of the documents suggest that the bureau was also attempting to link those groups with the ELF and ALF. The National Lawyers Guild reports that it receives calls regularly from environmental and animal-rights activists all over the country who had been contacted by the FBI after attending political events. "It has a chilling effect on free speech," says Guild director Boghosian, "and that's where the real damage to the Constitution is happening."

On March 3, while jurors in the Waters trial were deliberating, three luxury houses for sale in a suburban Seattle cul-de-sac called "Street of Dreams" -- a plot of land surrounded by wetlands -- were destroyed by fire. A banner at the scene pointed to the culprit: the Earth Liberation Front. The FBI immediately announced that the fire "is being investigated as a domestic terrorism act.-- By Tracy Tullis

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Defect Defect Talking About Brazil

Welcome back, how was it? 

C: Fucking rad. Probably the best tour I've been on.

M: Thanks. It was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I spent more money on my plane ticket to Brazil than I've ever spent on anything in my life, and if my finances permitted I'd spend it all over again in a heartbeat.
K: It was totally amazing. so much fun. the best tour we've had by far.

Any good stories to share with the class? 

C: All sorts of shit. The best show was in this tiny bar in Osasco that was packed and the mosh started from the first second. The front of the place is totally open air and it is 2 blocks away from the police station. The show ran late and I guess the cops weren't stoked since they drove by and pepper sprayed everyone out front, like threw a little bomb of it and everyone was running away with their shirts over their faces. OR maybe the story about how we played this fest called Verdurada which is done 4 times a year and it's really political, has a speaker each day, serves vegan food to everyone at the end, it's rad, and we covered a song by the old Brazilian band COLERA pretty much every show, but at this show the singer for Colera came and me and him sang it together.

M: I'm not much of a storyteller, and I still haven't quite processed the events of our trip enough to extract the good stories from it. Everything in my mind is a blur of amazing people, delicious food, beautiful beaches, incredible shows, and great bands.
K: Every day was kind of like an adventure but i can't think of any crazy stories right now. I'll just say that if you go to Sao Paulo you should visit Liberdade. It's the neighborhood that has the largest Japanese population outside of Japan and it's really awesome.

Generally speaking, what's it like to tour Brazil? How do you even do it? Please explain the process... 

C: All the booking was done by 2 friends of mine, Gregorio and David and they basically put so much energy into this, and it was all because of them. They booked the shows, hired a van, filled the van with punks who helped pay for it, and dealt with money. It ruled. All places you play, whether it is a nice bar or some kid's house, provides backline. All of them. It is totally nuts to Brazilians that we bring our own here. Staying healthy was pretty easy since half of the crew we hang out with are vegan so they can help you eat the food you want to eat so you're not stuck eating Ruffles and french fries. So much good food, there's a smoothie-type fruit thingy served in a bowl like ice cream called acai that I ate probably 40 times while I was there, lots of all-vegan restaurants or all-vegetarian, life there is good.

M: As a drummer I sometimes have a hard time borrowing equipment – so  many things can go wrong, from the way the whole band sounds (at least to my ears), to bloody knuckles or sore muscles resulting from a drum set that couldn't be set up the way I like it. Thankfully, there were very few problems of this sort on the tour. If the drums I played were a bit rickety, usually the enthusiasm of the crowd would redeem the show for me. There was just one horrible time, which was when I put a hole in the kick drum head of a borrowed drum set during the first song at what was probably our rowdiest, most exciting show in Brazil. Fleeting attempts to repair the drum head proved futile, and the problems distracted me from what was otherwise an incredible show. That was a bummer.

I did have some health problems at the end of the tour when a recurring stomach illness crept up unexpectedly, and I didn't have the means to treat it properly. It freaked me out to be in a foreign country, unsure of where to find the necessary remedies, and unable to communicate my need to the majority of people around me. In the end everything worked out for the best when I learned that the expensive prescription medication necessary to treat the disorder is available over the counter for the equivalent of about four American dollars.

K: Well one thing that's different about touring there is that shows generally happen  on the weekends so we were mainly stationed in Sao Paulo and only toured to other cities on the weekends. And that was really nice and very different from your usual tour. Sao Paulo's such a massive city it was nice to get to spend a lot of time there and get familiar with the neighborhood we were staying in and with the city center a little bit. 

Also, it was really nice that the van we rented came with a driver because I'd been warned about the shitty conditions of the highways just before we left and Keith was telling me about how they'd blown something like 3 tires and missed shows and stuff. We kind of have a history of blowing tires anyway. At least one a tour and one was still blown in Brazil, just to keep it a real Defect tour, but luckily it wasn't too big of a deal. 

As far as staying healthy goes it was pretty easy. Maybe because it was summer there and warm. I'm often sick on tour so i was stoked to be well and enjoying the summer instead of portland in january. Eating was great. So much good vegetarian food. I generally avoid eating wheat because of health problems but i had to give up that idea a week or 2 in because all the cheap vegetarian food was full of wheat, but fuck, it was so good. The other thing that i forgot to mention that was awesome about being mainly in sao paulo was that we totally had a crew that we hung out with the whole time. A pretty big crew, too. So we got to spend a lot of time with the same people and become close friends and that was rad.

How is the Brazilian punk scene different? What were the shows like? How were you recieved? What are some of the things their scene is concerned with and/or focused on? 

C: The punk scene's difference is that people of all ages are crazy stoked. Here, if we play a Ramones cover everyone yawns but there everybody would freak out with stoke-i-tude. Since so few bands go there due to not making money, it's special when a band does go there and says something about why. The shows were great. There were 1-2 alright shows (out of 18) and the rest were great. I was worried about how we were gonna be received due to not so many bands sounding like us there but it all went over really well, lots of people came to 5 or 6 shows we played and that was really cool. Their scene is a lot more straight-edge than we are here, but rarely talks about it or makes people feel bad for partaking in non-edge items. Veganism is also a bit more widespread in the basic scene. Shit's just killer fuckin diller.

M: Personally I think it's hard for us to tell how the Brazilian punk scene really is different, because I think being foreigners on tour from another country skews our perspective. For example, we were almost always received quite enthusiastically at every show. Crowds would react with an energy this band has rarely seen on our other tours. Overall, it's flattering and made for an incredible tour, but in the back of my mind I wonder how much of that is only a result ofwhere we come from. That having been said, there are noticeable cultural differences in the way Brazilians interact with one another compared to Americans. I noticed people being more open and vocal and honest with one another than I'm used to seeing in the States. And I think that that cultural difference translates to a more open and enthusiastic punk scene.

K: One major difference that you notice at first is how racially diverse it is, which is so rad. There's nothing like that here that I've ever seen but i think it's because class is a bigger divider there than race is. Not to say that race is a non-issue in Brazil but it's just very different than it is here. The shows were awesome and we were received really well, i thought. Veganism is a big thing there like it was here in the 90's for awhile. It was cool, though. It was funny to experience it all over again- lots of people super-pumped to be vegan. At the verdurada fest this guy gave a really long lecture about how to be vegan and healthy. i don't know any Portuguese really but i did understand that he spent a really long time talking about the importance of b-vitamins and i thought that was pretty awesome because i wish people thought more about that kind of shit. It's hard to stay healthy if you're just a junk-food vegan.  Also, there's a pretty big straight-edge scene there and those are the kids we hung out with the most, our crew, and it was awesome. They weren't jocks that were all in your face about being straight-edge. No one was preachy at all.

Play with any cool bands? 

C: YES. Fornicators from Florianopolis are amazing, B.U.S.H. and The Bruttus and Mercedes and Discarga and Justa Causa from Sao Paulo are amazing, Velho De Cancer from Porto Alegre, Cockney Rejects from England, we played some wild shows.

M: We played with a lot of amazing bands, surely all of whom will be listed here by my bandmates. My personal favorites were Velho De Cancer from Porto Alegre, O Inimigo from Sao Paulo, Fornicators from Florianopolis, and Nieu Dieu Nieu Maitre from Curitiba.

K: Yes. Nieu Dieu Nieu Maitre was awesome. We played with them at this squat with the Fornicators and both bands ruled. It was one of my favorite shows of the tour. Os Estudantes were good. Bush, O Inimigo, Sweet Suburbia. Bands we didn't play with that were awesome were The Bigs and a Gang of Four cover band. There were more but I can't think of them right now.

Any problems with the law?

C: Just that pepper spray thing. Aside from that it was pretty smooth sailing.

What do you see in the cities of a second world country that you may not see here? What's something you think American punks should know about?

C: I mean, the third world (not second world, technically) has, obviously, a lot more poverty. Another band of mine, Visual Biblia played in this kids backyard. He took some digital pictures on a friend's digital camera and then he said he would e-mail them to me, but since they don't have a phone at his house they can't have internet. I asked why they didn't have a phone and he said it's too expensive. You don't really get that in Germany or in Portland, you know?

M: Is Brazil technically a second world country? I don't think it is. Are you using that term as a reference to its current state of technological or industrial development?  There is a lot of astonishing poverty in Brazil, and in many cases it exists right alongside exorbitant wealth in virtually the same neighborhood. It's a striking example of the giant gap between rich and poor that exists in our world.

K: The thing that sticks out in my mind the most is the insane amount of graffiti everywhere. Literally everywhere. Like whole building facades covered in tags. People's houses covered in tags. And huge murals everywhere. So much rad graffiti. And so much not-so-rad graffiti. I've never seen anything like it before. It was kind of mind-blowing. I was into it. As far as what American punks should know about, i don't know. The Amazon rain forrest is being destroyed to grow soybeans. I don't know how you find out where your soy products come from but maybe it's worth looking into. The MST is a big landless workers movement in Brazil that's pretty inspiring. As far as punk music goes, there's a lot of good Brazilian punk history and awesome bands. Mike and I brought back a punk documentary that we showed at the Quackhaus but if there's more interest, then maybe we could show it again at a bigger event. It's good.

Anything else? 

C: Party til you puke

K: If you get the chance to go to Brazil you should. I feel very privileged to have been able to go and so many of our friends there will never be able to come to the US because the US makes it so difficult. Also, apparently the biggest pride parade in the world is in Sao Paolo and it's really worth checking out.

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AGAINST EMPIRE – Destructive Systems Collapse 7” (Threat To Existence/Rabid Records)

Fuck yes these guys are playing what I want to hear, and they’re fucking nailing it down!  This band has really found it’s style after beginning as a much more anarcho-punk band.  This is fucking heavy crust/metal/crust with stenchcore-style D beat, it’s catchy and upbeat.  All the riffage is awesome, and the sound quality a shit ton better than their previous releases.  I really liked the songs on their last full length, The Ones Who Bear The Scars, but the recording itself kind of let me down.  This EP is where they finally nail it, and both songs are even better than the best ones on that LP.  This is the kind of good crust band that makes me want to wear one of their shirts, know what I mean?  Bad to the ass all the way.  HELLSHOCK, LIMB FROM LIMB, STORMCROW, ANGUISH, etc., if you’re into these bands then you’ll love this new shit from AGAINST EMPIRE.  The songs on here are just as good as the aforementioned bands’ best songs.  Hopefully this EP will boost AGAINST EMPIRE to the level of notice that they deserve. Zack) 

AGE – The Scar Of Lead LP (Blackwater Music)

This is rocking fucking d-beat!  These guys are from Japan and they totally sound like it too.  This shit is loud Japanese d-beat punk n’ roll, mostly mid-paced rocking riffs with some cool changeups, quick intros and a smattering of random chaotic solos fill the gaps.  The vocals seal the deal, totally giving away their Japanese origin.  Overall it’s well recorded, well mixed and mastered.  This shit will appeal to most punks who prefer any sort of punk subgenre, from those who like charged Japanese chaos distortion to those who like old school hardcore, this record is pretty alright.  The lyrics are decent too.  The only complaints I have are their name (“armed governmental error”) which sounds a little forced to me, but whatever… and the cover art or lack thereof.  It’s probably just me but I hate it when bands waste their record cover space with big pictures of themselves.  Can’t you think of something a littler more creative?  Inside is another picture of themselves standing there posing hard.  But other than that it’s worth a have. (Zack) 

DAYMARE – s/t 7” (Ratbone/Stonehenge)

Honestly I downloaded this from soulseek only because I thought they had such a cool name.  Holy fuck I was happy with that decision so I was really excited when I stumbled across this at Despotic Records in LA.  This record is a fucking gem.  It’s very heavy, dark melodic d-beat with female vocals.  She actually sings a little too, there’s less all out screaming but she does both and they both sound really good.  All the breakdowns are good and this is very much a great band in that great new genre (“millennium d-beat”) of dark d-beat of which TRAGEDY blew the doors wide open, leaving a trail of “tragicore” bands all over the place.  Some are good, some are not so good.  This band is really fucking good.  (Zack) 

DROWN IN BLOOD – Blood Red Path LP (Institut Fur Mentale Hygiene)

Holy fucking shit these guys are H-E-A-V-Y!!!  No wonder I had to pay so much for postage!!  This is some of the heaviest crust out there.  It’s total Bolt Thrower worship, with a big Scandi-metal influence.  I was expecting more of a Sanctum/Stormcrow stenchcore flavor of crust/metal –especially by the extreme crust cover artwork- so I wasn’t sure at first, but when I flipped it over to side two I liked how it got real fucking heavy and Bolt Throwery. By the time I got back over to side one I was sold, but the second side is definitely a lot better.  This is a good record, really good.  If you’re into Euro-crust or any flavor of crust then you MUST find this record.  It’s a little different, but not in a bad way, and that gives it some creative breathing space in this recently over stuffed genre.  A solid drummer and a tight recording boost this record to the top tiers of the current crust/stenchcore scene. (Zack) 

DYSTOPIA - S/T LP (Life is Abuse 040)

Ahh... Another band who's gone forever and yet choose to tease me with a new release. Behold! The self-titled and final(?) release by Dystopia recorded a few years back. The music churns to a slo-deth filled with phaser guitars and samples from here to eternity, while listening to the lyrics has the feel of being drenched in our societies current mental state: Self-loathing/drug dependency/all caught up in a maelstrom of conflicting personalities... Basically it sounds like Dystopia... which is never a bad thing. The lyric book is honestly one of the best aspects of the packaging as it features some brutal artwork! Every collage feels cold/distant/detached yet is very demanding for you to look at every detail... seriously, dude-bro. 5 out of 5 -Deterrorsean

THE ESTRANGED –Sacred Decay 7” (Dirtnap)

I knew I already liked this record before I even listened to it, based soley on the cover art.  And let me make something known right now, I hate art.  I’m anti-art.  I hate almost everything about art, so I’m very picky when it comes to art.  However, this record cover is awesome.  It’s so simple, but the tones and the picture itself are just beautiful and they work so perfectly for this band.  I was totally taken by the artwork before I realized that it was Mark from the band that made it.  Good fucking job!  Now that I’ve over hyped it, you’ll probably look at it and think to yourself, “What’s so great about this?” I don’t know why I like it so much, but it works for me.  Anyway, the songs on this are even better than the first release.  They’re a little bit mellower with guitar solo effects, straight forward but still gentle melodic punk and all that other good stuff that comes with THE ESTRANGED.  The tones are good and the song writing is yet again intelligent, with perfect back up vocals at just the right places. It hits the mark perfectly.  The lyrics are good too, and both songs seem to compliment each other, as in they both sound very similar and it seems as if they’re supposed to go together.  I have a feeling I’m going to like this more than any of their other releases, it worked great for me while I was frozen in the haze of a severe fever recently. Also perfect for a rainy day.  This 7” will probably be hard to find soon so go grab this gem as soon as you can. (Zack) 

LORDS OF LIGHT/IRON LUNG - S/T 7" (Wretched Witch 027)

Man what an awesome find! Though released sometime ago, I can easily say this is some of my favorite stuff that both of these bands have released. Lords of Light keeps me guessing which route they shalf traverese will it be their grindy sudden death attack or yet another of pysch-rock (not nearly as much as on the "Electric Sun" LP) smirk inducing lull. On the Iron Lung side you get the classic power of the violence, honestly Iron Lung could pretty much rehash everything they've done and it would still sound as good as the first time ever. Major kill for the record is that it's a 45?! The music is already short enough, just give me a solid 7 minutes each side! I'll stop complaining now... 4 out of 5 - Deterrorsean

MALA SANGRE – Ride The Wind… 7” (Threat To Existence)

Here’s another fantastic release from one of LA’s best punk/crust bands.  This EP opens with its title song Ride the Wind of Battle which I personally think is pretty cheesy but the song itself rips some serious fucking shit apart!  Its main riff is a very melodic, metallic rockin-punk punch in your face and Gus’s vocals deliver the knockout one-two. The recording quality is top notch, and the artwork kicks ass too.  Very epic crust art cover, something I wouldn’t mind having on a shirt if I wasn’t stupid enough to have forgotten to buy one when I was in LA.  Did that make sense?  Anyways, I first saw MALA SANGRE a few years ago in Portland at the now defunct Back To Back café with TRAGEDY.  I think they sorta jumped on the show last minute and it was a great surprise. Glad to see them still raging it up.  This is heavy crust punk and it’s good as hell so if you like that sort of thing and you’ve never heard them then trust me, you’ll like it.  And I’m always right too. (Zack) 

MASSGRAVE – People Are the Problem LP (Unrest Records)

This band pretty much rules.  Yeah, they may cheat on their d-beat and they may have excessively juvenile corny ass lyrics but they fucking crush live and that makes up for it. This is top notch thrash/crust/grind.  There’s a difference between metal grind and crust grind, and one of those differences is that punks are just better at pretty much everything, and punk are not idiots either.  MASSGRAVE are a bunch of crust as fuck punks that slay at thrashcore grind crust and there’s really not much more I can say about them.  For some reason they get compared to NASEUA all the time but really it’s not that close, although if you still like NASEUA you’ll probably like MASSGRAVE too.  The artwork on the cover is pretty awesome, in fact its level of awesomeness is about equal to the music’s level of awesomeness.  It’s a bunch of mutant zombie punks ripping out the guts and limbs from a bunch of normals.  The record sleeve is a full color collage of funny and entertaining photos of them playing live/posing/smoking pot or doing some other silly shit.  MASSGRAVE doesn’t give a fuck about the current fad in the punk scene to go back to “early 80’s hardcore” and other “light punk” and the “hate on crust” bullshit trends.  I love MASSGRAVE.  So does Pauls to the Wall.  Man, that guy really likes MASSGRAVE. I think I like them better than him though.  J/K!!! And Fuck the NY Giants too! (Zack)

WORLD BURNS TO DEATH - Totalitarian Sodomy LP (Hardcore Holocaust 036)

Well talk about a different appoarch for D-beat! Who would of thought WBD would put out a concept album? Honestly, it has been sometime since I last listened to WBD and their blistering D-beat nightmare known as the "Sucking of the Missile Cock." So when I saw that this was available I got all exicted and gitty for blown out vocals, catchy choruses, haiku lyric format, etc. But instead I got a mixed bag of praise and disdain. One incident of such unsure feelings was the album cover itself or more should I say to whats on the back of the album. Hands down, the WORST BAND PHOTO I have ever seen. This factor alone almost made me regret purchasing Totalitarian Sodomy. The whole feel of the photo feels forced and out of place and it doesn't help that it takes up the entire back. Outside of that superficial reason this album is probably one of the best punk recordings I've heard. The actual music? Considerably slower a pretty steady mid-tempo beat with a-many of crust n' roll parts as well as solos, a step a way from what I wanted but some songs still keep true to the fast d-beat. Jumping back to my concept album claim I feel that it really has in part due to the longer-than-actual-lyrics-descriptive narrative of tyrants and dictators and a breif summary of their terrible history on our world and especially the people who suffered from their wrath. I feel like this is a great aspect but also big blow to the album considering that if the lyrics contained all/if not most the content present in these narritives it would make this band simply amazing and not make it appear to me like an after thought. But minus some of harsh words I still like this album though if you are interested in checking WBD out listen to some of their 7"'s or the aforementioned "Sucking of the Missile Cock." 3 out of 5- Deterrorsean

Wake Up Screaming #01 Winter-Spring Issue

Wow, something new from Eugene,OR! It's Wake Up Screaming: a collection of stories, essays, and overall guide to the scene in Eugene. I really liked this zine, not just for its awesome Neurosis cover, but because I feel in the near future it could help give us Portlanders an idea of what's happening to the south of us. Anyway the bulk of the magazine touches a lot of issues love, the chronical of certain members of EF, prison life/abolishment, the hey-days of fascist smashing, modern slavery, the effect of losing a friend, and of course a writing class paper about race identity and punk. And that is only half of the issue! Anyway, I don't know how much this zine costs, but seeing that the zine is fairly huge it's pretty much worth any punk price. If your interested in checking the zine out mail: Wake Up Screaming/P.O. Box 3/Eugene,Or/97440 - Deterrorsean

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